Its been awhile guys. Im not doing so good right now. My head just feels like its not here anymore. Same with my heart. I just cant bring myself to put out my heart to anyone. Focusing on things has gotten harder and old knowledge is growing cloudy. Feelings just arent a part of me anymore. I DONT FEEL!!! That isnt normal. But as many of you know im far from that. I Stand alone in my mindset. No one i know is like this. I've only five people to whom i care for. Two of them dont even know it. Ive found myself sitting in the dark staring at the ceiling A LOT. I just dont understand it when problems happen to other people I can help them and calm them down, But when these things happen to me its like it makes no sense. But to get on the lighter side of things (if there is one) Ive become the co-writer to my friend chase's New book Star Trek: Out Reach. Dont go all "hes a nerd!?!?!?!?!" on me. Star trek is a great show and i dont care if your a nerd or a prissy girl it can appeal to you.

Thats it for now peoples Thanks for reading to the end.